Sad sick baby. He's been throwing up all day. No fever, no ear aches or new teeth (that I know of)... just throwing up. Why? Your guess is as good as mine. So for the little while he is asleep I thought I would change up the blog a little and say hi.
Hi.
David's hunting and I miss him so much. Is that clingy? I try not to be. I know he loves his hunting season. He looks forward to it all year. It's just with him working Monday through Friday 8-5 and me working the nights/weekends he's home... we don't see eachother. It sucks and I really miss him. I cried a little when he left today, and I'm still sad.
Man, I'm in the pitty me mode tonight huh? Blah.
I love David. More than I did yesterday or the day before that. I'm glad that he has a good job and that I do too. I'm thrilled that, very rarely, do I have to find a babysitter for my kids when I go to work. I'm lucky to have a husband who is willing to stay with kids on one of my only nights off during the week so I can go to Zumba or even, on occasion, a movie and dessert with some girlfriends. My boys have a great dad who takes them camping for some boy time while Jessah and I curl up in bed with ice cream and watch "Mama Mia" together. The kids have a dad that cooks dinner for them almost every night because mom has been working so many nights that she barely knows how to cook anymore!
That makes me feel better. To know what I have and to put it into words. I think we all have those days where we feel like the world is conspiring against us. He's going hunting, the baby's sick, I need a sitter for Friday so I can go to work while he's gone, there's laundry to do, books to read, chore charts to check off, animals to feed, and dishes to be done. But look at what I have! Are you kidding? I feel dumb for even posting this, but I'm doing it anyway to have something to come back and look at when this mood rears its ugly head again. (because it has a habit of coming back.)
Anyway, thanks for listening to my pity party. :) Good night!
Wednesday, September 8, 2010
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